The thing about being a follower of Christ is that seems so easy is to rely on you.
Yet, the thing that can be hardest for me, a follower of Christ, is to rely on you.
May this year, I rely more on you and not myself.
But I was wrong.
I’ve been relying on me too long and it’s not working.
I want to give it all to you Lord.
I’ve been in the church my entire life so I would think it would be easy to consistently renew my mind, but, nah.
I have been and I will be working on getting out of my own way and to put more intentional focus on You, my precious Savior.
The key for me to understanding 1 Corinthians 14:14-17 was this:
My spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful…. I will also pray with my understanding; I will sing with my spirit but I will also sing with my understanding.
I get it now. Some people don’t understand what I’m saying when I praise you, the Holy Lord for everything.
I “get” that you provide for me, everything.
I “get” that it’s your possessions I’m taking care of the short while I’m here.
I “get” that your Son is to be glorified in everything.
I understand now and I feel blessed.
It is my prayer that someday I will speak in a tongue that someone else understands. That someone else will be able to understand how much you, the Lord loves them and only wants the best for them.
Thank you for providing that wisdom my Lord to Jason to pass along to me.
In your Holy and precious name I pray,