Meaning, more than just a fan and probably more obsessed with Star Wars than most people on the planet and certainly, probably more than you.
Before children, and before I used to have the daily “necessity” chores of cooking, cleaning, running, getting things prepared the night before, etc., I would come home from work (and even before that, college classes,) plug the VHS tape of Star Wars, (later of course the Star Wars Trilogy DVD’s) and watch it (or run it in the background) until I would go to sleep.
My loving husband has put up with this obsession for over 20-years, and has succumbed to the loving & supportive role of bringing balance to my insatiable appetite for the latest thing in Star Wars. If it weren’t for him, I would be going to comic-cons fully dressed in a cosplay outfit of my own creation, and happily spending money on the latest Star Wars toy, comic book – whatever.
But alas, reality does set in, and although #coffeeismylovelanguage, my heart truly loves to hear “Let’s watch Star Wars mommy!”
When George Lucas sold the Star Wars franchise to the Disney machine, my heart broke.
I know, it sounds stupid.
It wasn’t shocking or anything, because Lucas had made it clear that he didn’t only want to be known for Star Wars, wanted to run his company, his way and was getting yelled at and ridiculed for the Episode 1-3 movies. He also had stated that he didn’t want to make any more Star Wars movies, so I knew there was a possibility that the books were going to be the only way to find more about the Universe and it’s hero’s.
But, it was a bit scary because the mouse I had grown to despise from my youth (I have many issues) had now entered my life in a completely unfamiliar way.
I had to become a Disney fan in order to maintain my love of Star Wars as I did before.
I knew the new movies that were planned were going to be good.
But I also knew that Disney’s mission statement includes making money, and I have always had issues with that on a deep, emotional level, tied to my mother and being poor when I was young and all kinds of relatively insignificant things to the majority of the population, except to me.
I had to get over it.
Companies change and companies will do almost anything to make money.
I had to put all my personal issues aside, so that I could become a Star Wars Disney fan.
I’m looking forward to the new Star Wars land opening up.
I’m looking forward to the next movie – Rogue One and the next installment of the Star Wars series, Episode 8. It will be dark, amazing, and I will buy movies, and merchandise, and I will run in the half marathon offered at Disneyland with the Star Wars theme.
Oh yes, I will run. And I have paid for the privilege to run inside Disneyland in January 2017. In fact, I’m looking forward to it.
The training plan offered by runDisney is 20-weeks long for an “experienced” runner (hah!) like myself. But the real kick-in-the-pants part of their training plan, is that the longest run is 17-miles.
I know I can do it you guys.
And because I’m a glutton for punishment, I signed up for the 6.25 mile race on Saturday and the 13.1 mile race on Sunday. It’s called the Rebel Challenge and you get an extra medal for running both races.
“Why in the Lord’s holy name,” you may be thinking….
I’m doing it for the medals. #medaljunkie
I’m going to try to do it for the satisfaction of getting it done. #Ds40Before40
I’m doing it because I believe I can. #DreamingofDisneyRuns
It’s Star Wars. It’s running through Disneyland. It sounds so cool. And I added it to my bucket list to check off.
There, I said it and wrote it down. It’s a goal now, with a date and a plan and everything.
I leave you with this – the heart pounding “Celebration” trailer for Rogue One – the new movie in the Star Wars Universe that is coming out in December 2016. To say I am “looking forward to it” is a complete and total understatement. I have no words to describe how this clip makes me feel, other than, I feel like I’m a kid again ready to watch the next Star Wars movie in a theater.